(sample) "Who are they to decide what's real and what's not?... not" Morning's breaking out Woke up walking on the street I must've blacked out 'cuz I don't remember shit Maybe I should quit But I don't see fit to do it Accustomed to it I'm accustomed to the fluid I'm just losing time I'm not going back to find it Covered in green slime I'll let the future behind me Demons are hiding But I always feel their presence They're always behind me Finishing my every sentence Questioning existence But I feel I'll never die See the luminescence And I run quickly to hide Darkness awaits On the side I see the devil Reflection of my face Broke the mirror, wasn't leveled See myself trough my own eyes But it doesn't seem like me It looks like that evil guy The one that I never see Degrading the mind Realizing makes it worst Because you realize That there's nothing to be lost Mind your business being kind Don't be acting like I'm lost Consciousness too hard to find I'll be acting like a ghost Going trough the walls, my eyes closed I'm balls deep Obstacle course I just jump, I can't sleep Persist on the falls But I keep going steep Right trough the walls, yeah Right trough this shit (I never died I wish I did I wish I did I wish I did ) x3 I never died but when I do I wish I won't remember it

Means of procreation Involved in mutilation Inanimate sensation Coming to realization Each going they're own fashion Complete degeneration Progressing in regression 'Till dawn they hit the threshold Strip down, cerebral fire It's burning with desire The couch, alleviating Insane, they're levitating The pain, gone to forgetting They're suffocating Tied up, restraining order Blindfold, mental disorder On hold, compulsive hoarder Keeps going further Strap loin, genuine leather Turned up, falls like a feather A mark, can do it better Now they're bleeding together All lead to the same header Alluding signs of weather You're dead you can't be deader Your act will last forever Raised in disgrace Retired cut off face Always felt out of place So easy to replace Cold blood random combination Result in assassination Spaced out loss of information Cross minded from the starvation Half the double, you're in trouble Only one who gets the marble I can't stand the black hand Too hard can I understand? Too close to the end Pushing me off the stand Render back to better days Away from my wicked ways Sickened pulling out the trays Visceral the feeling stays Get away from the rays Washed out by the waves Sea of sickness, high in praise On the bottom, you can't raise Underwater, music plays Everything is out of place Get down, stay down, It's all boiling It's all good, they keep it coming Reaching ground, it keeps on falling You found it, who are you calling?

You won't catch me, I'm evasive Spread the word out, it's pervasive I can tell I have a weakness For the sickness, too permissive Tell me why they lose their mind Once is lost too hard to find Behavior undefined Our savior on the grind Tell me why I can't understand How I'm never out of hand To whoever I offend Watch you sleep from the nightstand Deep in dreams of repercussion Because you never take action Deep in thoughts of indecision Darkness is blurring my vision Stirring me for the wrong reason Got me craving for a lesion Unseasoned my favorite season Left me burnt by astral fire Fractal vision, I desire Lethal dosage to get higher Orange, purple, white, aspire Rainbow circle, on the urkle Stay non-verbal, like a turtle Still uncertain, I fell hurt and Did the dirt, I can't revert I stay inert, the edge is falling Alert but freezed, it's too alarming I'm never pleased, I keep recalling To when I had some happy moments Emotional, I can't control it Irrational, I never show it A festival, It gets too crowded A vegetable, yet overloaded Too tired when I poured it Didn't go unreported Didn't leave unrecorded The event, I assured it In my eyes they were flawed Endured it way too loaded Assist at the unfolding Can't go down, I'm still floating Same current takes me over I feel it when I'm sober The show starts in October What else will I uncover? It got me feeling doubted Try not to think about it Sometimes I'm feeling haunted Try not to think about it Abandoned can't unbound it Abundant in unbounding It's heard but it's unheeded Unheard, so I repeat it I want someone to hear it No lid so it's unlidded Way to quickly discarded I wonder why I started Too simple so I scarred it Now it is more exciting Calm always unrelated Repeat it and forget it The feeling's underrated Lil boy come up and get me.

Coming along as they said I'm on my own, wasn't paid Broke your bones, get the first aid I'm gentle, don't be afraid The blood falls like a cascade When I hit you with the blade Can't enjoy the same thing twice So I'm sharpening the knife I like playing with your life Now I'm pulling out your eyes Fantasize of it ahead What I'm doing with your head I'm not the king of the dead But I'm putting you to bed I Don't need to use no lead When I do an execution Using your bones as percussion When I hit you in the head By that time you will be dead Won't remember what I said These thoughts coming like a curse I got to think in reverse In my mind it gets undone It feels safe, it feels at home It feels good when I'm alone Because I can be my own Simultaneously it's lonely And these thoughts keep creeping on me Sometimes it's hard to describe I just wanna run and hide Undecided, hurt, I tried it Didn't work but it resided Now I search until I find it Unrefined but I'll refine it Alembic under the fire Temperature is getting higher Crackling, boiling, I got tired I'm just feeling unrequired I'm away, I'm stirring off I'm just done, I got too soft Providing from what is left I'm not attending mind theft I'm not trying to sell either Some say I'm like a mind reader If she wants the seed I give her If she doesn't then I beat her Not the woman 'cuz I'm single I stay and linger, cut my finger By mistake that's what I'm stating I'm not auto-mutilating I refrain from allocating Time to such trivial setting I located my mind resting Relocated but I left it Searching but I still can't find it It was all along behind me But yet still it's disconnected Broke the gates that I erected Discarded what I elected Ye, forgot what I selected Will it come or will it not Will it when and will it what I see upfront while looking back Still looks bad so I'll stop that I got nowhere else to look What I saw it's got me shook Look ahead looks like forever It looks sad I'll hope for better It's all cold I'll throw a sweater It's all raw like chewing leather Gotta swallow it whatever Spit it out and grow a feather Now I'm going underground All I'm hearing is that sound Happens when you fuck around Hurts my head, maybe to loud I'm just getting used, the same Been so wild, I'm getting tame At least trying to look sane There's some things I still retain Cut the vain, attempted murder Yet again, I'm going further I relapsed, to be expected I collapsed from being hectic I still take it how I make it I gotta be disinfected Tardigrada, unneglected Well protected With the blade, yeah, I'll dissect it Still a shade that I projected Laid down naked Gotta check it in the darkness You know that I love the harshness But still loveless Who needs unrequired things You can even hang with wings The sealing will keep you steady You know what to do already I'll go and bring the confetti Pack your pockets full of candy

Spiked up, passed out Never been stressed out Left on, mask trout Never felt left out Cooler than a snake Let them get to a conclusion I rattle and I shake Left my mark, lethal contusion I break the confusion Always the top of the ladder Spread out like a diffusion Referred as the Holy Father Stoned rock face amnesia Always tends to hit me harder Mix it up like synesthesia Doesn't seem like it would bother Me being so systematic With these plans like I'm schematic Still erratic, yeah I got it Playing round with the semantic Vacuum my head, it's not cleaner Bound to the bed like a sinner Understand I can't be leaner I see strings, they start to glimmer Under-layered, a fine line Keeps me grounded, try to fly To the sky so I can fall A spectacular last call In the hole, my target fixed I won't roll, my thoughts still mixed Trough my life I checked the list Won't fight it, I'll take the risk Sit so well still undecided Sociopathic, I can't hide it Blue whale on land, I could ride it Don't need anyone beside me Go in always uninvited So despised it's irritating I'm right here, they still can't find me My thoughts always unrelated Like a skinner, a nice face Chainsaw killer, on the chase Let your place where you belong In this pace won't take too long Like King Kong you better chill I still got the urge to... aw Fuck, went in the wrong direction Like quale disorientation Thought process with disconnection Makes me show lack of affection No protection, go in bare All the time, no time to spare Hear it screaming in despair Laugh so hard, gasping for air Dissociation, see me slashing In a fashion that's so trashy Cash me out bitch, let the flesh be Live this life and make it flashy.

I look like the devil They call me Satana That's why you should eat The weird string on my banana My bag yeah it's not Prada It's with Hanna Montana You want my enchilada It's hot like the savanna First from the Espada Look like Fata Morgana I'm cooler than a panda Strangled with a bandana Damn, what's that smell? Cologne Dolce Gabbana You're getting kind of pale I play some El Manana Right here it feels like hell We're going to Bahamas Staying in a hotel Chilling in silk pajamas Shout at my boy in Ghana Hooked on the very quality He got going some drama Increasing rate mortality I wonder what's he doing Keeping up with the struggle Alright then, now I'm going Deep down inside that bubble I babel up a fable To keep my mind inside Cuz if it's going out I'm thinking suicide Abide with the idea I'm happy, wait, I lied I'm always gone, bye, see ya Getting to the dark side Oh Lord, well can you hear me? It's silly that I'm calling I'm feeling like I'm Billy And The Reaper is coming I see you, like a bat Wow such big eyes you have I will never forget But I already have Hollering from the grave It's dark, the dogs are howling The knowledge that I gave Keeps me away from dying Persevere, still on my legs The flags, not representing Running away from tags People always forgetting I'm not the one who begs Neither the one who's getting This world is full of fags Afraid of penetrating Life's never getting better It's just more people hating Ignoring them forever Forever it's the same thing Can't find to say it better The world is suffocating It's not that it would matter The sound's still perpetrating Setting, changing the mood and The feelings that we're getting Always a different setting That's when I close my eyes I open them forgetting I'm living up in the skies.

Insensitive credentials Deep scar brain alterations Action and iterations Disturbing feels of passion Changing functionality Battling normality Heads up for fatality It's all creeping up to me What's lost is lost I search anew Just like a ghost Remember you Frequency drops The blood is raising I felt so lost I feel amazing Like candy glazing It got me blazing The sheep are grazing Snuggle between them It feels so crazy I like to juggle But it gets hazy So many birds And they're all singing I'm lost for words My ears are ringing Norepinephrine, I feel it stinging I'm fired up, I got the strings in Just like a puppet, aquamarine I gotta stop it, I'm going in then Connection bound I try to break it Lay on the ground Feel every second Don't fuck around Don't go for seconds Avoid the crowd Avoid the records I'm still attracted I feel it lacking See the appeal Still not worth making If it's for free I won't reject it Still hate it Looking in perspective It's not for me I can't accept it Catch me, I'm free Always expect it.

Bitch you like francoise Fashion Week like oh la la I show you my dick voila How about you fuck with moi I'll tell you eclaircissement Why I think you're a dumb hoe Won't take you're shit anymo' You're dismissed now, you can go I spit multi-linguistic My music is artistic Right here, yeah, you can't miss it It fits just like a misfit Did it, but can you find me In the mountains like Heidi Designed it in confinement With the finest refinement Strained, pained, sad How I'm living What I have is what I'm giving To bed, shivering, singing Birds is all I'm hearing It's so warm I can tell It's filling out my shell Inside a constant fight I feel it when they bite Also when they arrive It's driving me insane Rate it 5 out of 5 The silent sound of pain Illusions, I see pointers And all these strange encounters Into the outer world Some sounds that are unheard Offered too many options Taken to little action Delayed time of reaction Second divided fraction Torture time dilatation Shock therapy connection With optimal affection Left dead without intention.

A cold heart will always search To die melting in a torch Doesn't matter if it hurts But at least it's melting off Always searching for a voice But I never see it coming Only hear it when you talk Then I hear again the humming If I'm dying it wont stop At least you won't see me crying You won't see me when I stalk Why the fuck I am not dying Gotta learn from my mistake Everyday I feel it tearing Like I'm drowning in the lake Everyday it's the same feeling Endless space Derailing spiral Broken face Eternal fire Living life with no desire I just wanna get higher Bound to the rocks on the stalks of eternity Bring out the pack and the stack and celebrity Why is it so hard to see? Why is it so dark for me? Who is behind me and holds me and tells me all this shit? It's not for fun I feel like there's more to it That's why I don't quit I fuck with this shit The answer is nothing and I want to find it I know it's not there there's no question behind it Of higher refinement. Hit and miss, bitch please Crawl and hiss On the edge of sanity Halfway bliss Lost in this Void of vanity And I'm coming without undoing it I persist Dumping memory real-time High performance A new territory Still unknown to me And I can't embrace it And I can't erase it Yet it's fascinating Still hallucinating Memories are fading It is never ending Far from understanding Reasoning the pain Alcohol rain Naked with no shame Drowning while I'm smiling In the shallow waters Drowning while I'm smiling Feels like nothing matters They're pulling me out And I'm jumping back I wonder about How I never break Playing the next take Empirical thinking Blank stare, no blinking Seeing straight trough it I should never do it Somehow can't control it Truly diabolic Dead before I know it But I never show it My life, yeah, I throw it The fuck. Away. Altered states in space I lace it with no face A maze. Rephrase. Still get the same meaning Mining for an answer Everything is spinning That's what I was after Passing like a laughter Nothing is immortal And nothing comes after.

See me tripping Table flipping Finger licking As I stick in Pyroglyphic as I burn out It's mirific how it turned out Like Pacific, with no edges Hieroglyphic, hidden stages And blank pages, got me raging I'll be acting, with no staging Audience edging For the ending Keep them waiting As I storm out of the window Trough the ceiling, in the side show What do you know? I'm still willing Uphill you go. Got me squealing I'm frenetic but poetic What was done I don't regret it Just forget it I still know it. I can't tell Jumping off Tokyo Hotel Letting go now I can Sail While I break, maybe too frail Like a steak it hits the surface Fake, embrace it, face the nonsense From the trace get off high horses Lossless, flawless See the gates, the entrance's coming They're not skimming but they're foaming Off the top eating salami, it's all on me Hopeless running, premonitions, paranoia Bits and pieces, the young mistress Sanding bitches, standing lifeless With no britches, It's too easy You can't miss this Sent away with intuition Still left clean with his permission On a mission day by day The night's not wasting away Let the bishop go and pray Only God knows what he'll pay Let me stay. Let me stay.

Sleeping, creeping, a black widow Woke up a bird hit the window Let the lid off understated Somehow it evaporated It felt good go back and chase it Reality, I don't embrace it I stood there and let it pass me Still entrancing Can I make it more amazing Memories are still cross-phasing Am I ill from being lazy Or is it from being crazy Serene shining, seeing hazy Deep in mazes, not too friendly Always lose it when it's trending Like a muse I keep it handy It's mine I don't want to lend it They Won't even understand it Let it meld in. Held to thin my fin to use it I always tend to abuse it Drowned in music It's so lousy when you house me Where should I be when I'm frowny It's so cloudy right behind me I am cold but I still hide it It's so random fells so odd I let it go when I nod On the hold it comes back stronger I get extra when I order And I'm sober Play until it's game over Start again run with no cover Feels like a repeating cycle The mistakes that I recycle Undefeated stakes, I like 'em Heavy like the ancient bible Resent changes cut on edges Bend the truth cutting on phrases Let it burn as the eternal Will reveal it's hidden journal Entered the infernal turn Left me with internal burn In the urn I let it crash Until it all turns to ash Hopefully we're starting fresh Because we're all in a mesh Sparkling water off the leash All fighting for the same niche They're all taking the same shot Even tough they're miles apart I'm just shooting in the blind I try not to shoot behind Untrusted but I'll allow it Won't believe it when I blow it Shock-wave feeling overloaded Crowded let it be astounded I just found it I can't hide it I'm surrounded but they're grounded Walked straight pass, laid in the grass Enjoyed it nevertheless.

Mistakes coming from the past back to haunt me Putting me to the test, coming at me I"ve never been the last at anything Going in with the best Keeping up with no rest It's still happening Don't know how much I'll last Always up to the task, in proximity Don't know how much to ask, relativity Layered up in the text Leveled up to the next Probability With the finest I'll asses their stupidity Abusing, in excess, I'm not feeling me I can't feel me be Compatibility Yet it's real boy amnesia A step end to my vision Watching like television Taping without permission Time will end soon ascending Towards the time of the ending Towards to where time is bending And resending As a God of higher plain I wonder where I'll remain Altering the current state 'Till I fill the loss of fate Seeing the worst that can happen Well what else there must be something The point that I've seen it all What will be my current goal Hopefully I'll beat the game Peacefully vibrate in bliss With the tiny strings, my friends, nothing to miss I'll assist the final fusion 'Till then I'll live in confusion Leave me lost in an illusion Never reaching a conclusion.

Swans swans yellow swans, pawns Odd ones wearing vans Cut the ties to what I was Still the knife in my hands Never knew who I was But who knows Tying up the loose ends So that it never ends Experience recycle Until I break the cycle They won't give me a break Restrained I rip the tape No reason for mistake No more bullshit to take Escape of simple life Living's no worth the hype It's fake you realize Intake of all the lies Structured an strategized That's where the future lies In means of experimentation Like chains to our creation Illusion of variation Freedom of meditation Wired follow the fashion Tired of initiation The moment it went wrong It's long gone way too long Time runs against our favor Living to do the labor Assemble disassemble No one wants to remember Looking out at everybody And the feelings they embodied The way that it was provided It looks very uninviting But I'm always interested In the feelings they invested They're some shillings They're infested In their own world They're arrested Still not willing To the killing Lock-down stirring Unappealing Faith of healing And ascending Only without understanding Solipsistic, see them standing Questioning my own amending Extraterrestrial landing I demand it. Pedestal of open fire Still drawn to what I desire Biochemical reaction Keeps me lit with satisfaction Lost in my own reflection With no trace of affection Composed in recollection Frozen I can't take action.

I go hard like a motherfucking laser Don't look back I'm with the motherfucking razor Blade in your face like a motherfucking taser I shine bright like a motherfucking quasar It's all black in the motherfucking night Pulling out from a motherfucking fight I cant tell if it's wrong or right I'm still searching for the motherfucking light Like a moth I fell I'm flying Towards the light until I'm dying There's no point but I'm still trying There's no worth that's worth denying Running aimlessly, searching for a safe spot I'll not find it but I'll be tired I'm still hot, I'm not retired Searching shamelessly something to get higher This shit may sound like never before Shit like this you're gonna hear it no more.

Woke up for the 6th time on the floor in 2 months The other times I don't remember I remember it like yesterday It all started in December Cold as fuck but I don't give a fuck about the weather Sleep and eat every 2 days But I always roll when the music plays Gotta stay hydrated, carbonated Took the first sip, already felt faded The road was well laid ahead of me I Didn't need to see, I just let it be But it never ended me Saw the horror and surprise in their eyes Until that point they thought I was telling lies Cut the site, I don't care, but the rumors are there It didn't affect me, the pain was uncertain But it was too early to pull down the curtain I wanted to see how far I could take it Blatantly going about my own record, didn't flinch for a second Dissected the record, not fake but it's absurd Still rolling in discord, they all leave me at some point I've got all my life to live And I've run out of fucks to give Yet they're searching so hard so I joined them I'm with the insect people now, such boredom I reflect to life and nothing comes to mind So I keep pushing it, leaving nothing behind Nothing is worth doing but they're corrupted Abducted left alone and they're so happy I'm floating going home don't let me go I'm home alone and they will get me. Better live like a dog running from people Than running from myself in every sequel So sick, ridiculous thoughts, thinking hats, pills Wasting time in the mine digging deeper for the light Still can't be right, at least I know this much Busted on a hunch, while riding the camel Deserted again on the hump of my friend, death Still doesn't feel like they're looking down on me Insensitive, hypersensitive, completely lost I cant see The road anymore, so I'm running in the blind Until I fall Free falling already, hit the floor like a feather There I was in the morning all better.