1. |
I Wish
02:16
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(sample) "Who are they to decide what's real and what's not?... not"
Morning's breaking out
Woke up walking on the street
I must've blacked out
'cuz I don't remember shit
Maybe I should quit
But I don't see fit to do it
Accustomed to it
I'm accustomed to the fluid
I'm just losing time
I'm not going back to find it
Covered in green slime
I'll let the future behind me
Demons are hiding
But I always feel their presence
They're always behind me
Finishing my every sentence
Questioning existence
But I feel I'll never die
See the luminescence
And I run quickly to hide
Darkness awaits
On the side I see the devil
Reflection of my face
Broke the mirror, wasn't leveled
See myself trough my own eyes
But it doesn't seem like me
It looks like that evil guy
The one that I never see
Degrading the mind
Realizing makes it worst
Because you realize
That there's nothing to be lost
Mind your business being kind
Don't be acting like I'm lost
Consciousness too hard to find
I'll be acting like a ghost
Going trough the walls, my eyes closed
I'm balls deep
Obstacle course
I just jump, I can't sleep
Persist on the falls
But I keep going steep
Right trough the walls, yeah
Right trough this shit
(I never died
I wish I did
I wish I did
I wish I did ) x3
I never died but when I do
I wish I won't remember it
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2. |
Degeneration
01:38
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Means of procreation
Involved in mutilation
Inanimate sensation
Coming to realization
Each going they're own fashion
Complete degeneration
Progressing in regression
'Till dawn they hit the threshold
Strip down, cerebral fire
It's burning with desire
The couch, alleviating
Insane, they're levitating
The pain, gone to forgetting
They're suffocating
Tied up, restraining order
Blindfold, mental disorder
On hold, compulsive hoarder
Keeps going further
Strap loin, genuine leather
Turned up, falls like a feather
A mark, can do it better
Now they're bleeding together
All lead to the same header
Alluding signs of weather
You're dead you can't be deader
Your act will last forever
Raised in disgrace
Retired cut off face
Always felt out of place
So easy to replace
Cold blood random combination
Result in assassination
Spaced out loss of information
Cross minded from the starvation
Half the double, you're in trouble
Only one who gets the marble
I can't stand the black hand
Too hard can I understand?
Too close to the end
Pushing me off the stand
Render back to better days
Away from my wicked ways
Sickened pulling out the trays
Visceral the feeling stays
Get away from the rays
Washed out by the waves
Sea of sickness, high in praise
On the bottom, you can't raise
Underwater, music plays
Everything is out of place
Get down, stay down, It's all boiling
It's all good, they keep it coming
Reaching ground, it keeps on falling
You found it, who are you calling?
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3. |
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You won't catch me, I'm evasive
Spread the word out, it's pervasive
I can tell I have a weakness
For the sickness, too permissive
Tell me why they lose their mind
Once is lost too hard to find
Behavior undefined
Our savior on the grind
Tell me why I can't understand
How I'm never out of hand
To whoever I offend
Watch you sleep from the nightstand
Deep in dreams of repercussion
Because you never take action
Deep in thoughts of indecision
Darkness is blurring my vision
Stirring me for the wrong reason
Got me craving for a lesion
Unseasoned my favorite season
Left me burnt by astral fire
Fractal vision, I desire
Lethal dosage to get higher
Orange, purple, white, aspire
Rainbow circle, on the urkle
Stay non-verbal, like a turtle
Still uncertain, I fell hurt and
Did the dirt, I can't revert
I stay inert, the edge is falling
Alert but freezed, it's too alarming
I'm never pleased, I keep recalling
To when I had some happy moments
Emotional, I can't control it
Irrational, I never show it
A festival, It gets too crowded
A vegetable, yet overloaded
Too tired when I poured it
Didn't go unreported
Didn't leave unrecorded
The event, I assured it
In my eyes they were flawed
Endured it way too loaded
Assist at the unfolding
Can't go down, I'm still floating
Same current takes me over
I feel it when I'm sober
The show starts in October
What else will I uncover?
It got me feeling doubted
Try not to think about it
Sometimes I'm feeling haunted
Try not to think about it
Abandoned can't unbound it
Abundant in unbounding
It's heard but it's unheeded
Unheard, so I repeat it
I want someone to hear it
No lid so it's unlidded
Way to quickly discarded
I wonder why I started
Too simple so I scarred it
Now it is more exciting
Calm always unrelated
Repeat it and forget it
The feeling's underrated
Lil boy come up and get me.
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4. |
Inferno
03:27
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Coming along as they said
I'm on my own, wasn't paid
Broke your bones, get the first aid
I'm gentle, don't be afraid
The blood falls like a cascade
When I hit you with the blade
Can't enjoy the same thing twice
So I'm sharpening the knife
I like playing with your life
Now I'm pulling out your eyes
Fantasize of it ahead
What I'm doing with your head
I'm not the king of the dead
But I'm putting you to bed
I Don't need to use no lead
When I do an execution
Using your bones as percussion
When I hit you in the head
By that time you will be dead
Won't remember what I said
These thoughts coming like a curse
I got to think in reverse
In my mind it gets undone
It feels safe, it feels at home
It feels good when I'm alone
Because I can be my own
Simultaneously it's lonely
And these thoughts keep creeping on me
Sometimes it's hard to describe
I just wanna run and hide
Undecided, hurt, I tried it
Didn't work but it resided
Now I search until I find it
Unrefined but I'll refine it
Alembic under the fire
Temperature is getting higher
Crackling, boiling, I got tired
I'm just feeling unrequired
I'm away, I'm stirring off
I'm just done, I got too soft
Providing from what is left
I'm not attending mind theft
I'm not trying to sell either
Some say I'm like a mind reader
If she wants the seed I give her
If she doesn't then I beat her
Not the woman 'cuz I'm single
I stay and linger, cut my finger
By mistake that's what I'm stating
I'm not auto-mutilating
I refrain from allocating
Time to such trivial setting
I located my mind resting
Relocated but I left it
Searching but I still can't find it
It was all along behind me
But yet still it's disconnected
Broke the gates that I erected
Discarded what I elected
Ye, forgot what I selected
Will it come or will it not
Will it when and will it what
I see upfront while looking back
Still looks bad so I'll stop that
I got nowhere else to look
What I saw it's got me shook
Look ahead looks like forever
It looks sad I'll hope for better
It's all cold I'll throw a sweater
It's all raw like chewing leather
Gotta swallow it whatever
Spit it out and grow a feather
Now I'm going underground
All I'm hearing is that sound
Happens when you fuck around
Hurts my head, maybe to loud
I'm just getting used, the same
Been so wild, I'm getting tame
At least trying to look sane
There's some things I still retain
Cut the vain, attempted murder
Yet again, I'm going further
I relapsed, to be expected
I collapsed from being hectic
I still take it how I make it
I gotta be disinfected
Tardigrada, unneglected
Well protected
With the blade, yeah, I'll dissect it
Still a shade that I projected
Laid down naked
Gotta check it in the darkness
You know that I love the harshness
But still loveless
Who needs unrequired things
You can even hang with wings
The sealing will keep you steady
You know what to do already
I'll go and bring the confetti
Pack your pockets full of candy
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5. |
Spiked Up
01:44
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Spiked up, passed out
Never been stressed out
Left on, mask trout
Never felt left out
Cooler than a snake
Let them get to a conclusion
I rattle and I shake
Left my mark, lethal contusion
I break the confusion
Always the top of the ladder
Spread out like a diffusion
Referred as the Holy Father
Stoned rock face amnesia
Always tends to hit me harder
Mix it up like synesthesia
Doesn't seem like it would bother
Me being so systematic
With these plans like I'm schematic
Still erratic, yeah I got it
Playing round with the semantic
Vacuum my head, it's not cleaner
Bound to the bed like a sinner
Understand I can't be leaner
I see strings, they start to glimmer
Under-layered, a fine line
Keeps me grounded, try to fly
To the sky so I can fall
A spectacular last call
In the hole, my target fixed
I won't roll, my thoughts still mixed
Trough my life I checked the list
Won't fight it, I'll take the risk
Sit so well still undecided
Sociopathic, I can't hide it
Blue whale on land, I could ride it
Don't need anyone beside me
Go in always uninvited
So despised it's irritating
I'm right here, they still can't find me
My thoughts always unrelated
Like a skinner, a nice face
Chainsaw killer, on the chase
Let your place where you belong
In this pace won't take too long
Like King Kong you better chill
I still got the urge to... aw
Fuck, went in the wrong direction
Like quale disorientation
Thought process with disconnection
Makes me show lack of affection
No protection, go in bare
All the time, no time to spare
Hear it screaming in despair
Laugh so hard, gasping for air
Dissociation, see me slashing
In a fashion that's so trashy
Cash me out bitch, let the flesh be
Live this life and make it flashy.
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6. |
Inconsistency
02:39
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I look like the devil
They call me Satana
That's why you should eat
The weird string on my banana
My bag yeah it's not Prada
It's with Hanna Montana
You want my enchilada
It's hot like the savanna
First from the Espada
Look like Fata Morgana
I'm cooler than a panda
Strangled with a bandana
Damn, what's that smell?
Cologne Dolce Gabbana
You're getting kind of pale
I play some El Manana
Right here it feels like hell
We're going to Bahamas
Staying in a hotel
Chilling in silk pajamas
Shout at my boy in Ghana
Hooked on the very quality
He got going some drama
Increasing rate mortality
I wonder what's he doing
Keeping up with the struggle
Alright then, now I'm going
Deep down inside that bubble
I babel up a fable
To keep my mind inside
Cuz if it's going out
I'm thinking suicide
Abide with the idea
I'm happy, wait, I lied
I'm always gone, bye, see ya
Getting to the dark side
Oh Lord, well can you hear me?
It's silly that I'm calling
I'm feeling like I'm Billy
And The Reaper is coming
I see you, like a bat
Wow such big eyes you have
I will never forget
But I already have
Hollering from the grave
It's dark, the dogs are howling
The knowledge that I gave
Keeps me away from dying
Persevere, still on my legs
The flags, not representing
Running away from tags
People always forgetting
I'm not the one who begs
Neither the one who's getting
This world is full of fags
Afraid of penetrating
Life's never getting better
It's just more people hating
Ignoring them forever
Forever it's the same thing
Can't find to say it better
The world is suffocating
It's not that it would matter
The sound's still perpetrating
Setting, changing the mood and
The feelings that we're getting
Always a different setting
That's when I close my eyes
I open them forgetting
I'm living up in the skies.
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7. |
Heaven
01:43
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Insensitive credentials
Deep scar brain alterations
Action and iterations
Disturbing feels of passion
Changing functionality
Battling normality
Heads up for fatality
It's all creeping up to me
What's lost is lost
I search anew
Just like a ghost
Remember you
Frequency drops
The blood is raising
I felt so lost
I feel amazing
Like candy glazing
It got me blazing
The sheep are grazing
Snuggle between them
It feels so crazy
I like to juggle
But it gets hazy
So many birds
And they're all singing
I'm lost for words
My ears are ringing
Norepinephrine, I feel it stinging
I'm fired up, I got the strings in
Just like a puppet, aquamarine
I gotta stop it, I'm going in then
Connection bound
I try to break it
Lay on the ground
Feel every second
Don't fuck around
Don't go for seconds
Avoid the crowd
Avoid the records
I'm still attracted
I feel it lacking
See the appeal
Still not worth making
If it's for free
I won't reject it
Still hate it
Looking in perspective
It's not for me
I can't accept it
Catch me, I'm free
Always expect it.
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8. |
Eclaircissement
01:09
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Bitch you like francoise
Fashion Week like oh la la
I show you my dick voila
How about you fuck with moi
I'll tell you eclaircissement
Why I think you're a dumb hoe
Won't take you're shit anymo'
You're dismissed now, you can go
I spit multi-linguistic
My music is artistic
Right here, yeah, you can't miss it
It fits just like a misfit
Did it, but can you find me
In the mountains like Heidi
Designed it in confinement
With the finest refinement
Strained, pained, sad
How I'm living
What I have is what I'm giving
To bed, shivering, singing
Birds is all I'm hearing
It's so warm I can tell
It's filling out my shell
Inside a constant fight
I feel it when they bite
Also when they arrive
It's driving me insane
Rate it 5 out of 5
The silent sound of pain
Illusions, I see pointers
And all these strange encounters
Into the outer world
Some sounds that are unheard
Offered too many options
Taken to little action
Delayed time of reaction
Second divided fraction
Torture time dilatation
Shock therapy connection
With optimal affection
Left dead without intention.
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9. |
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A cold heart will always search
To die melting in a torch
Doesn't matter if it hurts
But at least it's melting off
Always searching for a voice
But I never see it coming
Only hear it when you talk
Then I hear again the humming
If I'm dying it wont stop
At least you won't see me crying
You won't see me when I stalk
Why the fuck I am not dying
Gotta learn from my mistake
Everyday I feel it tearing
Like I'm drowning in the lake
Everyday it's the same feeling
Endless space
Derailing spiral
Broken face
Eternal fire
Living life with no desire
I just wanna get higher
Bound to the rocks on the stalks of eternity
Bring out the pack and the stack and celebrity
Why is it so hard to see?
Why is it so dark for me?
Who is behind me and holds me and tells me all this shit?
It's not for fun I feel like there's more to it
That's why I don't quit
I fuck with this shit
The answer is nothing and I want to find it
I know it's not there there's no question behind it
Of higher refinement.
Hit and miss, bitch please
Crawl and hiss
On the edge of sanity
Halfway bliss
Lost in this
Void of vanity
And I'm coming without undoing it
I persist
Dumping memory real-time
High performance
A new territory
Still unknown to me
And I can't embrace it
And I can't erase it
Yet it's fascinating
Still hallucinating
Memories are fading
It is never ending
Far from understanding
Reasoning the pain
Alcohol rain
Naked with no shame
Drowning while I'm smiling
In the shallow waters
Drowning while I'm smiling
Feels like nothing matters
They're pulling me out
And I'm jumping back
I wonder about
How I never break
Playing the next take
Empirical thinking
Blank stare, no blinking
Seeing straight trough it
I should never do it
Somehow can't control it
Truly diabolic
Dead before I know it
But I never show it
My life, yeah, I throw it
The fuck. Away.
Altered states in space
I lace it with no face
A maze. Rephrase.
Still get the same meaning
Mining for an answer
Everything is spinning
That's what I was after
Passing like a laughter
Nothing is immortal
And nothing comes after.
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10. |
Let Me Stay
01:21
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See me tripping
Table flipping
Finger licking
As I stick in
Pyroglyphic as I burn out
It's mirific how it turned out
Like Pacific, with no edges
Hieroglyphic, hidden stages
And blank pages, got me raging
I'll be acting, with no staging
Audience edging
For the ending
Keep them waiting
As I storm out of the window
Trough the ceiling, in the side show
What do you know? I'm still willing
Uphill you go. Got me squealing
I'm frenetic but poetic
What was done I don't regret it
Just forget it
I still know it. I can't tell
Jumping off Tokyo Hotel
Letting go now I can Sail
While I break, maybe too frail
Like a steak it hits the surface
Fake, embrace it, face the nonsense
From the trace get off high horses
Lossless, flawless
See the gates, the entrance's coming
They're not skimming but they're foaming
Off the top eating salami, it's all on me
Hopeless running, premonitions, paranoia
Bits and pieces, the young mistress
Sanding bitches, standing lifeless
With no britches, It's too easy
You can't miss this
Sent away with intuition
Still left clean with his permission
On a mission day by day
The night's not wasting away
Let the bishop go and pray
Only God knows what he'll pay
Let me stay.
Let me stay.
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11. |
Trip
01:54
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Sleeping, creeping, a black widow
Woke up a bird hit the window
Let the lid off understated
Somehow it evaporated
It felt good go back and chase it
Reality, I don't embrace it
I stood there and let it pass me
Still entrancing
Can I make it more amazing
Memories are still cross-phasing
Am I ill from being lazy
Or is it from being crazy
Serene shining, seeing hazy
Deep in mazes, not too friendly
Always lose it when it's trending
Like a muse I keep it handy
It's mine I don't want to lend it
They Won't even understand it
Let it meld in.
Held to thin my fin to use it
I always tend to abuse it
Drowned in music
It's so lousy when you house me
Where should I be when I'm frowny
It's so cloudy right behind me
I am cold but I still hide it
It's so random fells so odd
I let it go when I nod
On the hold it comes back stronger
I get extra when I order
And I'm sober
Play until it's game over
Start again run with no cover
Feels like a repeating cycle
The mistakes that I recycle
Undefeated stakes, I like 'em
Heavy like the ancient bible
Resent changes cut on edges
Bend the truth cutting on phrases
Let it burn as the eternal
Will reveal it's hidden journal
Entered the infernal turn
Left me with internal burn
In the urn I let it crash
Until it all turns to ash
Hopefully we're starting fresh
Because we're all in a mesh
Sparkling water off the leash
All fighting for the same niche
They're all taking the same shot
Even tough they're miles apart
I'm just shooting in the blind
I try not to shoot behind
Untrusted but I'll allow it
Won't believe it when I blow it
Shock-wave feeling overloaded
Crowded let it be astounded
I just found it
I can't hide it
I'm surrounded but they're grounded
Walked straight pass, laid in the grass
Enjoyed it nevertheless.
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12. |
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Mistakes coming from the past back to haunt me
Putting me to the test, coming at me
I"ve never been the last at anything
Going in with the best
Keeping up with no rest
It's still happening
Don't know how much I'll last
Always up to the task, in proximity
Don't know how much to ask, relativity
Layered up in the text
Leveled up to the next
Probability
With the finest I'll asses their stupidity
Abusing, in excess, I'm not feeling me
I can't feel me be
Compatibility
Yet it's real boy amnesia
A step end to my vision
Watching like television
Taping without permission
Time will end soon ascending
Towards the time of the ending
Towards to where time is bending
And resending
As a God of higher plain
I wonder where I'll remain
Altering the current state
'Till I fill the loss of fate
Seeing the worst that can happen
Well what else there must be something
The point that I've seen it all
What will be my current goal
Hopefully I'll beat the game
Peacefully vibrate in bliss
With the tiny strings, my friends, nothing to miss
I'll assist the final fusion
'Till then I'll live in confusion
Leave me lost in an illusion
Never reaching a conclusion.
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13. |
Realisation
02:06
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Swans swans yellow swans, pawns
Odd ones wearing vans
Cut the ties to what I was
Still the knife in my hands
Never knew who I was
But who knows
Tying up the loose ends
So that it never ends
Experience recycle
Until I break the cycle
They won't give me a break
Restrained I rip the tape
No reason for mistake
No more bullshit to take
Escape of simple life
Living's no worth the hype
It's fake you realize
Intake of all the lies
Structured an strategized
That's where the future lies
In means of experimentation
Like chains to our creation
Illusion of variation
Freedom of meditation
Wired follow the fashion
Tired of initiation
The moment it went wrong
It's long gone way too long
Time runs against our favor
Living to do the labor
Assemble disassemble
No one wants to remember
Looking out at everybody
And the feelings they embodied
The way that it was provided
It looks very uninviting
But I'm always interested
In the feelings they invested
They're some shillings
They're infested
In their own world
They're arrested
Still not willing
To the killing
Lock-down stirring
Unappealing
Faith of healing
And ascending
Only without understanding
Solipsistic, see them standing
Questioning my own amending
Extraterrestrial landing
I demand it.
Pedestal of open fire
Still drawn to what I desire
Biochemical reaction
Keeps me lit with satisfaction
Lost in my own reflection
With no trace of affection
Composed in recollection
Frozen I can't take action.
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14. |
Night
01:54
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I go hard like a motherfucking laser
Don't look back I'm with the motherfucking razor
Blade in your face like a motherfucking taser
I shine bright like a motherfucking quasar
It's all black in the motherfucking night
Pulling out from a motherfucking fight
I cant tell if it's wrong or right
I'm still searching for the motherfucking light
Like a moth I fell I'm flying
Towards the light until I'm dying
There's no point but I'm still trying
There's no worth that's worth denying
Running aimlessly, searching for a safe spot
I'll not find it but I'll be tired
I'm still hot, I'm not retired
Searching shamelessly something to get higher
This shit may sound like never before
Shit like this you're gonna hear it no more.
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15. |
Floor
02:55
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Woke up for the 6th time on the floor in 2 months
The other times I don't remember
I remember it like yesterday
It all started in December
Cold as fuck but I don't give a fuck about the weather
Sleep and eat every 2 days
But I always roll when the music plays
Gotta stay hydrated, carbonated
Took the first sip, already felt faded
The road was well laid ahead of me
I Didn't need to see, I just let it be
But it never ended me
Saw the horror and surprise in their eyes
Until that point they thought I was telling lies
Cut the site, I don't care, but the rumors are there
It didn't affect me, the pain was uncertain
But it was too early to pull down the curtain
I wanted to see how far I could take it
Blatantly going about my own record, didn't flinch for a second
Dissected the record, not fake but it's absurd
Still rolling in discord, they all leave me at some point
I've got all my life to live
And I've run out of fucks to give
Yet they're searching so hard so I joined them
I'm with the insect people now, such boredom
I reflect to life and nothing comes to mind
So I keep pushing it, leaving nothing behind
Nothing is worth doing but they're corrupted
Abducted left alone and they're so happy
I'm floating going home don't let me go
I'm home alone and they will get me.
Better live like a dog running from people
Than running from myself in every sequel
So sick, ridiculous thoughts, thinking hats, pills
Wasting time in the mine digging deeper for the light
Still can't be right, at least I know this much
Busted on a hunch, while riding the camel
Deserted again on the hump of my friend, death
Still doesn't feel like they're looking down on me
Insensitive, hypersensitive, completely lost I cant see
The road anymore, so I'm running in the blind
Until I fall
Free falling already, hit the floor like a feather
There I was in the morning all better.
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